I find it hard to believe I'm actually on this site...again, but then again I have met some amazing people. I'll keep it short.. I would love to meet someone, get to know them, build a relationship and hope that one day they wake up and think they found someone special in me, and I in them, faults and all. There seems to be alot of people out there who go from one to another to another to another commenting on how they either grew apart or became frustrated without sharing the reasons why, deep down never really wanting to make it work. Its funny alot of my friends in their 50s all seem to talk about the 4-5 relationships where they grew apart. I soo hope I'm not dating at 50... I guess this might sound a tad bitter to someone who doesn't understand what I'm trying to say, but for those of you who do understand... I would love to hear from you.