So, I'm finally updating this thing...5/27/2014
I was living in Utah for way too long and finally made the more permanent transition back to the DF-Dub...HOLLA...jk. I really don't speak like that.
I'm a smart-a$$ (if you leave the sexual innuendo door open even the slightest bit I will come crashing through it like the Kool-aid man...I live for 'that's what she said' jokes), spunky, witty, funny, short, Rednexican, with a huge heart. I do have the occasional audible Texas twang! Ain't no shame! I have no idea what the word shy or introverted means, I'm like an extrovert on steroids. I'm pretty proud that I have absolutely zero fear of social settings and/or interactions...ENFP
To say I am very stubborn and fiercely rebellious, would be an understatement. I am impulsive and intense and passionate. I am a bit of a Libertine and a Hedonist. No, that doesn't mean I'm a sex addict. Hedonism is simply the fervent pursuit of all things that allow one to experience maximum amount of life's pleasure(s): Amazing meal, delectable wine, warm summer breeze, a gut wrenching laughter, the hot sands of the beaches in Agios Gordios.
Despite the fact that I don't allow myself the liberty to become emotionally attached easily and DO NOT believe in the concept of love at first sight, I am a hopeless romantic. It's kinda sad that love is the only socially acceptable manifestation of psychosis there is...I'm not really that cynical either just too nerdy for my own good.
I enjoy the concept of traditionalish dating or at least meeting, making an authentic connection based on more than just physical chemistry, and, having a friendship before there are any further social expectations or exchanges. I am a woman that believes that a true connection takes time (as in a few months to a year not a couple rando dates or something else contrived like most horny booty-callers) and develops organically and with ease, and that the genesis of true, authentic, love stems from sincerity, honesty, loyalty friendship, and several dashes of lust (armfuls of rather).
I would like to date casually and openly, maybe compare the factory models, weigh out my options before I do ultimately settle down, and even that concept is a subjective, fluid, non-conforming notion for me. I am completely forthright and transparent in my intentions for a committed-ish relationship, but, take a deep breath, Hun, my version of settling down doesn't mean we have to fill out the red tape bits or get married. You DO NOT have to give me your surname to steal my heart, just sayin'.
I do miss having a special someone to come home to (perhaps not every day just a few days out of the week), to dazzle with my culinary skills, and to wake me up in the morning with their warm body next to mine and a neck nuzzle for good measure. I am, in all earnestness, hoping to one day, find a partner who also is seeking for that special someone (ME) (pointing to myself with a mischievous smirk)!!!