About Me
I am tired of pretense and into being fully responsible for my life experience. I like to stay in shape and eat healthy. I meditate daily and am comfortable talking about my feelings. In fact, being able to connect with my heart is very important. I work as a mediator and trainer-and find that very satisfying. I have bought a fixer upper in the east bay and am working hard to create a comfortable home that does the amazing view justice. I have travelled widely and would like to continue that. I enjoy hiking, camping, tai chi, contact juggling and Burning Man. I'm an open communicator. You'll always know what I'm feeling. My father was Jewish and died when I was 3 months old. The older I get the more Jewish I feel, and most of my girlfriends in life have been Jewish.
10-4-2012
I just renewed my subscription. I have more clarity. I heard the story of an angel carved from a block of marble. When asked in wonder, how it was done, the sculptor said it was easy. I had a clear vision of the angel. All I had to do was remove the parts that were not the angel. So here we go in no particular order:
She is Jewish
She is younger than me
She doesn't want to have more children
She knows she is a spirit in her material body
She knows she is not her thoughts or her body
She knows that true happiness comes from within
She has a daily spiritual practice that is congruent with a Jewish-Christian-Dao ist-Buddhist inspired world view
She knows her emotional footprint and take responsibly for her own peace of mind (i.e. when you did that-the trigger-it was the stimulus for the unresolved anger within me. Thank you for illuminating that in me.)
She appreciates herself
She enjoys being sexual and within the natural male-female role duality is comfortable shifting roles
and less tolerant of alcohol
She goes or has gone or wants to go to Burning Man
She is a wild woman
She identifies with nature
She is beautiful in my eye
She adores me
She likes to adventure
She uplifts her life so she can uplift that of others
She is calm, relaxed and natural
She likes to garden
She likes to take walks
She likes dogs and cats
She is friendly
She is healthy (almost a vegetarian is good)
She doesn't watch much TV
I'll keep adding and changing as I get clearer. I am looking for someone who is compatible. So I'm really trying to describe more of me. If this seems congruent and appealing great. I want to accept (not change) my beloved. And I will add that this clarity comes from my own inner work and readiness for a mature loving relationship.
I know that I have work to do. I accept that I will be bothered and triggered in any relationship. I want to be aware that I am being triggered in the moment and able to respond non defensively and consciously to life. Ideally I wan to have JOY for it all! This is very important to me. Conscious responding with a view to each taking care of their side of the street, until the first one to enlightenment! :)
I am here...