It is hard to find someone matching, someone perfect... then again, does that even exist... in the end I am a rebel, but even rebels want this someone special close in their lives, someone that is around, stays around, someone who is compatible, someone to come home to and be someone's home. Becoming one with each other, leading a romantic sometimes old fashioned life style. These days it's easy to meet people but hard to meet the normal ones...
I've reached a point where I am tired of random talks, dates or nowhere going relationships. You will find me stroll along the beach or sit on the sand, a cup of tea in my hand, staring at the ocean, on some regular weekday evenings or nights. I enjoy to watch a good movie while relaxing with a glass of wine. Cooking a romantic dinner at home together with a significant other and cuddled up under blankets while watching the flames light up in the lit fireplace, or listen to raindrops, is where I find reality. Thinking of tomorrow and the wonderful time I get to enjoy with him, building a future on trust, loyalty, faith and love.
Yet I enjoy great times with good friends, having a drink at a bar or go to clubs, it doesn't rule my life.
I just seem to have a hard time finding this man of reality that wants just those things. A man with class and standards, intelligence, intellect, secure and the ability to balance his life. Someone that's tired to play this never ending dating game, someone with a heart, feelings and the wanting to build a life with someone. Dignity and self-respect carry a classy man, and I love that.
Overall, I am trying to get to know this man that's there and can appreciate and loves to be appreciated. In the end life is easier together if you have someone you can love and treasure. Imagine, ideally, you have your life together, your future is blooming, you're happy with where you are... how great would it be to find someone similar to you, that would make the circle complete... and even if you're still working on realizing yourself, a trusting, caring significant other that embodies the spine of all you are, a solid rock that's always there no matter what, is something to build on.