I find it fascinating that many of you begin by saying "my friends describe me". I have no idea how my friends would describe me. That presupposes that one has friends. In any event, I have arrived at the point in my life where I am of the opinion that all relationships are characterized by illusion, narcissism and projection. So nu................? Prove me wrong. The story of Job suggests that we have an ambiguous relationship with Hashem. How can it be more evolved with another. Although I enjoy life, traveling, music, animals, children, cooking and eating and interacting. I know I may sound cynical, but relationships are all that there is. Hotay? Give me a try. It will be worth it.