I have my ups and downs but I hold on to the ups...I can be summed up by contradictions. I love to curl up at home and I love to hit the town. I love to be alone as much as I enjoy being with friends. I love the city and I love the country. I'm an intellectual as much as I am led by my emotions. Get the idea? I accept this is just who I am and it's fun. My life has been an amazing journey so far; exciting, difficult too but that's okay. I know some of the choices I've made have not been well thought out (one could use the word "mistakes")but I am learning to like the fact that I have not used a road map and I've lived with my heart as well as my head. I have 2 astounding kids who are an enormous part of who I am. Really I don't know who I am. I find it interesting that so many personal adds request a woman who "knows who she is and what she wants". I am open ended. I want to live and enjoy the ride..the whole ride. I'm not fond of rules. Life is too big. Day to day spontaneity is tough for me (because of kids and work) but the big picture spontaneity is what really counts.